Sunday, September 19, 2010

Shame in the Blood

By Tetsuo Miura

“Whether we seek death or it seeks us, and whenever, wherever, for whatever reason we may die, it seemed to me that death, which arrives and leaves in a fraction of a second, is exactly the same for everyone. No death can ever be beautiful or ugly. One day, death comes and departs again instantly, leaving only a dead body behind. It is so astonishingly cold, surprisingly austere. It offers no room at all for any emotion to slip through. It doesn’t even want to accept sadness immediately.” 138

Saturday, September 18, 2010

With the Old Breed

E.B. Sledge

WWII Pacific theater non-fiction from the perspective of one young soldier who beat the odds of survival in a few of the most bloody battles.

"The sun bore down unmercifully, and the heat was exhausting. Smoke and dust from the barrage limited my vision. The ground seemed to sway back and forth under the concussions. I ffelt as though I were floating along in the vortex of some unreal thunderstorm. Japanese bullets snapped and cracked, and tracers went by me on both sides at waist height. This deadly small-arms fire seemed almost insignificant amid the erupting shells. Explosions and the hum and he growl of shell fragments shredded the air. Chunks of blasted coral stung my face and hands while steel fragments spattered down on the hard rock like hail on a city street. Everywhere shells flashed like giant firecrackers.

Through the haze I saw Marines stumble and pitch forward as they got hit. I then looked neither right nor left but just straight to my front. The further we went, the worse it got. The noise and concussion pressed in on my ears like a vise. I gritted my teeth and braced myself in anticipation of the shock of being struck down at any moment. It seemed impossible that any of us could make it across. We passed several craters that offered shelter, but I remembered the order to keep moving. Because of the superb discipline and excellent esprit of the Marines, it had never occurred to us that attack might fail." Pg 79

"In combat, cleanliness for the infantryman was all but impossible. Our filth added to our general misery. Fear and filth went hand in hand. It has always puzzled me that this important factor in our daily lives has received so little attention from historians and often is omitted from otherwise excellent personal memoirs by infantryman. It is, of course, a vile subject, but is was as important to us then as being wet or dry, hot or cold, in the shade or exposed to the blistering sun, hungry, tired or sick." Pg 92

"It was difficult to accept. We come from a nation and a culture that values life and the individual. To find oneself in a situation where your life seems of little value is the ultimate in loneliness. It is a humbling experience. Most of the combat veterans had already grappled with this realization on Guadalcanal or Gloucester, but it struck me out in that swamp." Pg 100

"It is difficult to convey to anyone who has not experienced it the ghastly horror of having your sense of smell saturated constantly with the putrid odor of rotting flesh day to day, night after night. This was something the men of an infantry battalion got a horrifying dose of during a long, protracted battle such as Peleliu. In the tropics the dead became bloated and gave off a terrific stench within a few hours of death." Pg 142

"We didn't talk about such things. They were too horrible and obscene even for hardened veterans. The conditions taxed the toughest I knew almost to the point of screaming. Nor do authors normally write about such vileness; unless they have seen it with their own eyes, it is too preposterous to think that men could actually live and fight for days and nights on end under such terrible conditions and not be driven insane. But I saw much of it there on Okinawa and to me the war was insanity." Pg. 260

"War is brutish, inglorious, and a terrible waste. Combat leaves an indelible mark on those who are forced to endure it. The only redeeming factors were my comrades' incredible bravery and their devotion to each other. Marine Corps training taught us to kill efficiently and to try to survive. But it also taught us loyalty to each other - and love. That esprit de corps sustained us.

Until the millennium arrives and countries cease trying to enslave others, it will be necessary to accept one's responsibilities and to be willing to make sacrifices for one's country - as my comrades did. As the troops used to say, 'If the country is good enough to live in, its good enough to fight for.' With privilege goes responsibility." Pg 315

Book 24

The Devil’s Whisper


By Miyuke Miyabe

Weaving stories that seem disperate from opposite ends of Tokyo and how they converge together, Miyabe writes a great story about four women who commit suicide and the aftermath.  It is a mystery about how to piece together a story when you don’t know what happened but it could save your life. Excellent story, great read and entirely different. 

Book 23

Hardboiled & Hard Luck

By Banana Yoshimoto

Two short stories about two different women. My first book by this author at the recommendation of my cousin. She tells elegant, simple stories that leave you connected to the characters and compelled by them. I still wonder what happened to them after we met them and moved on. 

Banana writes beautifully. I hope to read everything she has written.

Book 22

The Sleeping Drag


By Miyuke Miyabe

I have been reading, I just have not been blogging! 
This book started me on a whole curriculum of Japanese writers. I am finding it difficult to describe the books I am reading. 

This book is a simple story about a man who meets a boy under unfortunate circumstances. Their lives are then connected and their story forms a mystery of sorts being played out in relationships. The unfolding of the connections and struggles within these relationships, including those with paranormal abilities, forms a great story.

Book 21

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Point Dume

By Katie Arnoldi

Surf, pot, growing up and the reality of our nation's relationship with Mexico. Well written, unique and raw this book explores these through a simple story about people growing through their past and meeting each other where they are. 

Without digressing into the banal or cliche, she tells the story of a slice of a California beach lost to development, money and fire. Excellent read. Try to do it in one sitting, the book deserves that kind of attention. 

Book 20

Unbound: A True Story of War, Love and Survival

By Dean King

A page turning book about the Long March the Chinese communists took across the country to establish their modern rule in an ancient country. This book focused mostly on the women, thirty of them in particular, who traveled the 4,000 mile trail. It was a brutal walk with every trial greeting them on the road: altitude, disease, pain, sickness, death. 

The women's equality under the communists was striking and often helped spread the communist message throughout the rural regions they encountered, and relied on, throughout this long march. They were nurses, commanders and soldiers. They believed in the equality they were trying to establish and the freedom the communists brought them with careers, the outlawing of foot binding and education.

For their strength, determination and survival skills these women should be recognized as survivors boldly jumping into the dream for a just and equal China. In the end, many of these women and men who survived this brutal march were also persecuted later on in the Cultural Revolution. 

Book 19